Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Lets talk about a last birthday as "20an".

Cute isn’t...It’s a cup cake but a BIG cup cake…

So, today is my birthday. My 29th birthday. Yap, birthday aku dengan Iman dekat2 je, we should celebrate our birthday together every year, but i'm not sure why we didnt do that this year..........emmm............( bunyi cengkerik )......Well, maybe sebab aku excited sgt nak buat kek nombor satu, so tak boleh la nak share dengan Iman. Tapi kenape aku tak bake another cake, a chocolate for myself?........emmmm....yeah, maybe because i'm so excited that my son is already one years old, i forgot about my self. Betul la ape orang kata, bila dah ade anak ni memang kita asyik fikir anak je, diri sendiri dah jatuh nombor 2 and obviously i'm now one of those people. Well, i dont mind, in fact i'm happy and glad to be.

Cool isn’t it…like wow, what a cake...but I don’t feel like eating this cake, just like to look at it…
Any special celebration this year? Nah, in fact aku puasa harini, puasa ganti a.k.a puasa sunat sekali...hehehehe.
Actually a few days before laki aku ade tanye aku " awak nak hadiah ape?"..tapi aku jawab "tak tau"..Honestly aku tak tau ape aku nak and at that moment i cant think of anything that i want. Maybe i already have everything that i want. Nah, banyak je bende yang aku takde, banyak sangat, tapi aku just jawab " nanti la kalau saya tau ape saya nak saya bg tau eh".....and guess what did he reply " saya tanye je, bukannye saya nak bg pon"...hehehe....Boleh gitu..tak sesuai tau...

Now this one I will sure can’t wait to eat….because I know it’s chocolate

Semalam dia tanye lagi:

Laki: Awak nak saya buat ape untuk awak besok? Nak saya bg hadiah ke? Saya takde duit la nak bg awak hadiah best2.

Aku: Tak payah bg hadiah pun takpe.

Laki: So, Awak nak saya wish, pastu saya SMS, pastu bg card?

Aku: Kenapa dah wish pastu nak bg SMS pulak lagi?

Laki: Mane saye tau, selalu saya dengar dalam radio tu pompuan mengadu" suami saya tu SMS pun tak"...

Aku: Tak payah, dah kita jumpa hari2, dah wish pun, tak payah la nak SMS..

Laki: card?

Aku: Tak payah....

Aku confuse jugak, apsal tahun ni beria2 laki aku tanye aku pasal birthday aku, sebelum ni dia buat derk je, pastu tau2 dia bg bunga, tau2 dia bg hadiah, ade pernah sekali dia lupa pastu bg hadiah lambat, dan ade jugak tahun yang aku tak dapat ape2. Tapi tak pernah pulak dia tanye aku beria2 macam tahun ni. Maybe itu sebabnye i cant think of anything when he ask me what i want for my birthday. Atau mungkin aku dah tak excited dah nak celebrate birthday aku sebab aku dah tua pon, dah 29 tahun. Tahun terakhir aku bergelar 20an, lepas ni aku dah jadi 30an. Adekah aku phobia? emmmmmm......ntah la, rasenye tak, takde perasaan dan agak blur2...kenape ek?

Pujaan hatiku....

Anyway, tiba2 harini aku tau ape yang aku nak. Aku nak laptop Vaio warna pink, tak nak warna lain nak pink, pink, pink jugak (drama queen le sgt), tapi bukannye boleh dapat pon...heeheheh..Honestly, aku tak harap ape2 pun, aku bukan budak2 terkinja2 nak hadiah harijadi, pastu merajuk2 bila boyfren lupa la, nak cake besar2 tiup2 lilin segala. I'm 29 now and i know the reality of life, that things will not always go your way and that life is not always easy. But life goes on.
Tapi kan, tarikh birthday aku 4th August is also bestfriend aku punya tarikh anniversary, menarik tak? mesti la menarik, kau ado?
p/s: Aku puasa harini, kenapa aku letak gambar kek bebanyak, waaaaaaaaaaa......

6 comments:

. said...

happy birthday~~~~
semuga makin murah rezeki n hepi2 sokmo :)

Anonymous said...

hEppY BufDay dudz!! wish u always happy, gud liFe, guD health n wealth....pray for a gud joB~~chioww

Anonymous said...

epi birthday .. baru 29?... muda rumaja lagi tuh,, :)

MK said...

masih 20-an? ok per...

ko punye b'day sama dgn b'day rafi 'u know who'

semoga tercapai cita-cita & happy selalu ye dek non!!

luv ya!!

eyda said...

ita: AMIN...

Jaz: Thanks dudz

K.Dalia:muda,Yes. Remaja, NO..hehe

MK:Yap,same ngan rafi'i know who'..still remember ah...

Luv ya all..thanks

~ said...

sorry girl ... lambat sikit aku nak wish.

happy birthday to you and Iman..... *hugs*